I SWEAR I'M GONNA LISTEN TO BIZ LAW LEC!
why the declaration? cos, i don't understand what i'm doing in biz law today.... and i think i have a tendency to think slowly... my 2 grp mates were talking without stopping that i don't even have the time to voice my thoughts... well, partly, it's my fault.... was talking heartily to mag... hiaz... what the heck? i think that idiotic guy is so full of himself, only talking to the pretty gal and ignoring me... fine.... think u r so smart.... hiaz.. really had a bad time during biz law... it's the first time that i'm at a loss for words... so, i have to read the textbook soon... hiaz.... really quite scared of biz law... seldom contribute, since i don't even know what i'm doing is right or wrong.... ok, have to really start reading... aargh~! why are some things just so difficult??!!!
econs test.... got 50/100... haha, didn't really study... deserve it lar.... anyway, i think it's too bias to base ability of econs on A levels.... hiaz.... things are always like that....
anyway.... hope tomorrow is better
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
Monday, August 29, 2005
a very very irreplacable fren
u are the only one so far
who can make me forget all my worries
even if it's for only an hour
i'm grateful for that.
we trade insults
all in the name of fun
even if it's for only 2 hours
i'm grateful for that.
we sms each other
the insults don't come
but rather the thoughtfulness towards each other
even if it's for only half an hour
i'm grateful for that.
u r the one who understands me very well
and perhaps, i have the same understanding for u
i forget, my family, relationship and school problems
i'm grateful for u.
& u r, someone
with the initials MZ.
u r my best fren.
thank you.
who can make me forget all my worries
even if it's for only an hour
i'm grateful for that.
we trade insults
all in the name of fun
even if it's for only 2 hours
i'm grateful for that.
we sms each other
the insults don't come
but rather the thoughtfulness towards each other
even if it's for only half an hour
i'm grateful for that.
u r the one who understands me very well
and perhaps, i have the same understanding for u
i forget, my family, relationship and school problems
i'm grateful for u.
& u r, someone
with the initials MZ.
u r my best fren.
thank you.
Friday, August 26, 2005
maslow's theory of needs
maslow's theory of need: 1)physiological. 2) economic security. 3) love. 4) self-esteem. 5) self-actualisation.
1. it's actually talking abt physical needs, which i have now. so, when u have this, u are suppose to have and crave for the next and so on.
2. for this, i don't like of it. i'm fine right now. financially comfortable. so... yar...
3. yoke keeps saying that i need this... hmm... so elaborate more on it later.
4. well, i have this, i mean, i'm confident of myself most of the time. and i know how to sense the surroundings and such....
5. so far, this is the highest of the hierarchy... i know who i am... though it's like i the hardest to preserve... knowing what u want and being who u are....
this theory is quite extreme, as it seems to suggest how we must go abt with our needs.... it makes sense though... ok, point number 3....
i will be lying if i say it doesn't matter if i can't find that special someone in uni.... it doesn't matter that that someone must be from uni but it's nice to share something with someone... especially, at this age.... it sounds very frivolous, saying this for everyone to see.... what the heck? most of us must be feeling this way...
the thing is, i have almost zero experience in this kind of thing... how do u differentiate between crush and real love/connection.... difference between wanting for peer pressure or just real love/connection? how do u go abt it? how do u meet more ppl? so many questions... & i firmly believe that the more u want it, the more it will not come to u... so i shall leave it to fate... and pray that my heart listens to it...
recently, i've been experience some strange phenomenems in my heart... the thing is, i don't know how to make out of it.... just crush, or the real thing? i've been happy when he's ard, not particularly sad when he's not, but yearns to see him just the same.... most prob, this is one-sided, but hey, feelings are free right? ok, i'm starting to sound like some lovesick idiot.... hiaz... life's confusing.... ok, enough ba..... life still goes on....
love this song....
marion raven- in spite of me
God it was late
i was drunk
you saw me
the one by my side
wasn't you
i'm sorry
and i know right then
that i lost you there
but you took me in
in spite of me
you make me feel invited
nobody else
that is what i decided
selfish and dumb
stupid and young
yeah that's me
but from all the wrongs
you make it right
and forgive me
it's been said before
but i'll try once more
you are the one
in spite of me
you make me feel invited
nobody else
that is what i decided
God it was late
i was drunk
you saw me
the one by my side
he wasn't you
i'm sorry
(you make me feel invited)
i'm sorry
nobody else
that is what i decided
in spite of me you're here
you make me feel invited
nobody else
that is what i decided
in spite of me you're here
in spite of me
1. it's actually talking abt physical needs, which i have now. so, when u have this, u are suppose to have and crave for the next and so on.
2. for this, i don't like of it. i'm fine right now. financially comfortable. so... yar...
3. yoke keeps saying that i need this... hmm... so elaborate more on it later.
4. well, i have this, i mean, i'm confident of myself most of the time. and i know how to sense the surroundings and such....
5. so far, this is the highest of the hierarchy... i know who i am... though it's like i the hardest to preserve... knowing what u want and being who u are....
this theory is quite extreme, as it seems to suggest how we must go abt with our needs.... it makes sense though... ok, point number 3....
i will be lying if i say it doesn't matter if i can't find that special someone in uni.... it doesn't matter that that someone must be from uni but it's nice to share something with someone... especially, at this age.... it sounds very frivolous, saying this for everyone to see.... what the heck? most of us must be feeling this way...
the thing is, i have almost zero experience in this kind of thing... how do u differentiate between crush and real love/connection.... difference between wanting for peer pressure or just real love/connection? how do u go abt it? how do u meet more ppl? so many questions... & i firmly believe that the more u want it, the more it will not come to u... so i shall leave it to fate... and pray that my heart listens to it...
recently, i've been experience some strange phenomenems in my heart... the thing is, i don't know how to make out of it.... just crush, or the real thing? i've been happy when he's ard, not particularly sad when he's not, but yearns to see him just the same.... most prob, this is one-sided, but hey, feelings are free right? ok, i'm starting to sound like some lovesick idiot.... hiaz... life's confusing.... ok, enough ba..... life still goes on....
love this song....
marion raven- in spite of me
God it was late
i was drunk
you saw me
the one by my side
wasn't you
i'm sorry
and i know right then
that i lost you there
but you took me in
in spite of me
you make me feel invited
nobody else
that is what i decided
selfish and dumb
stupid and young
yeah that's me
but from all the wrongs
you make it right
and forgive me
it's been said before
but i'll try once more
you are the one
in spite of me
you make me feel invited
nobody else
that is what i decided
God it was late
i was drunk
you saw me
the one by my side
he wasn't you
i'm sorry
(you make me feel invited)
i'm sorry
nobody else
that is what i decided
in spite of me you're here
you make me feel invited
nobody else
that is what i decided
in spite of me you're here
in spite of me
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
bitch
i've something to complain.... it's abt this bitch of a coursemate~!!! aargh~!!! it happened in OB, where i was standing up, trying to escape from my chair... this gal (i shall not name, she might read it, though it's quite unlikely, but as i've learnt in biz law, nothing is impossible to sue abt)... anyway, she put the flap of her table up and it caught my fourth left finger, where a piece of skin was scraped and fell off... the thing is, i react instantly, where i shook my hand vigourously to get the pain away... it's obvious she had caused harm to me without intent... the thing is, she DID NOT apologise... i mean, come on, where's your manners? it's quite pathetic to say you did not see it when it's so plain that u had caused hurt accidentally... a simple sorry is not that difficult...
anyway, enough abt her... saw ai lin today... haha, first time yeh... looking forward to seeing her~!
another faceless individual in a sea of hopeful, eager facials.... i see myself like that in uni.... many says that we will enjoy uni life the most... the thing is, even though i'm not in any activities, i kind of like the system.... hopefully, i'm not disillousioned~!! so long...
anyway, enough abt her... saw ai lin today... haha, first time yeh... looking forward to seeing her~!
another faceless individual in a sea of hopeful, eager facials.... i see myself like that in uni.... many says that we will enjoy uni life the most... the thing is, even though i'm not in any activities, i kind of like the system.... hopefully, i'm not disillousioned~!! so long...
Saturday, August 20, 2005
a satisfying day....
have been teaching piano for abt 2 years plus.... the more i interact with kids, the more i find them utterly pampered~! it's from the sense u get when u see them dressed, the way they speak.... for eg, some students expect me to take the books out of their bags for them~!! what aduacity... me being nice, i help them most of the time... however, sometimes, i'm nasty, i wil speak in a snooty tone:"Take ur theory books out." it's infuriating.... to see them like that... really wonder how will they behave when they are older....
went with my sis to novena square today... i bought an esprit bag~!!! it's classy and cool~!! love it... addidas is having a 30% sale... didn't buy anything... still quite ex ah.... bought marion raven's cd and this disney one... contemplating whether to buy kelly's single or not... really like her~! she's my motivation to listen to chinese songs... see first lar, whether is it still on sale by 28th... can't stand the other b**** guy....
hiaz... gotta do tutorial soon... sianz...
went with my sis to novena square today... i bought an esprit bag~!!! it's classy and cool~!! love it... addidas is having a 30% sale... didn't buy anything... still quite ex ah.... bought marion raven's cd and this disney one... contemplating whether to buy kelly's single or not... really like her~! she's my motivation to listen to chinese songs... see first lar, whether is it still on sale by 28th... can't stand the other b**** guy....
hiaz... gotta do tutorial soon... sianz...
Friday, August 19, 2005
uni......
i've notice that no one ever reads my blog that religiously... it's ok... i mean, a blog is for myself... however, it is sometimes nice to write for an audience, so that i can direct my thoughts to that person or persons... i like it now, in the sense, that i have some "privacy" so that i can bitch abt course-mates i don't like, tutors who sux, etc.... no that i don't do it if others don't read my blog...
went out with hui qi and hwee min today... my best buds from sec sch~!!! we are sorta meeting hui qi to give her the bday present... it's a cute bugs bunny.... haha.... it's nice to be ard ppl whom u don't suspect of being somebody other than themselves... i feel really comfortable when i'm with them... it has been abt 7 years since i've known hwee min and 5 since i know hui qi... a long and fruitful time... hope that our frenship will last forever~!!!
i am quite worried abt my studies, as of now, 4 wks into my course... sometimes, it's kind of confusing, as i thought i know, but actually, i don't really know... hiaz, quite sianz.... this kind of feeling of lost... in addition, there are projects, where some tutors prefer a mixed gender grp... u know, mixing with different individuals... i suspect it's they know that guys need motivation in grp work... i'm sterotyping, but that's what i learnt from pw... hopefully, it's not true... fingers-crossed.... lucky me, i'm the grp rep for IT, which is a responsibility that i don't really want.... so, but, just take it as it goes....
i like my OB class... it's very interesting and conceptual... i love my tutor too.... hopefully, her demands are such that i can meet~!!!
i wanna watch charlie~!!!!!
went out with hui qi and hwee min today... my best buds from sec sch~!!! we are sorta meeting hui qi to give her the bday present... it's a cute bugs bunny.... haha.... it's nice to be ard ppl whom u don't suspect of being somebody other than themselves... i feel really comfortable when i'm with them... it has been abt 7 years since i've known hwee min and 5 since i know hui qi... a long and fruitful time... hope that our frenship will last forever~!!!
i am quite worried abt my studies, as of now, 4 wks into my course... sometimes, it's kind of confusing, as i thought i know, but actually, i don't really know... hiaz, quite sianz.... this kind of feeling of lost... in addition, there are projects, where some tutors prefer a mixed gender grp... u know, mixing with different individuals... i suspect it's they know that guys need motivation in grp work... i'm sterotyping, but that's what i learnt from pw... hopefully, it's not true... fingers-crossed.... lucky me, i'm the grp rep for IT, which is a responsibility that i don't really want.... so, but, just take it as it goes....
i like my OB class... it's very interesting and conceptual... i love my tutor too.... hopefully, her demands are such that i can meet~!!!
i wanna watch charlie~!!!!!
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