oscars manic~!

just watched the oscars... johnny depp looks weird, as usual, but cute~!!!!! leo looks boring~! kate winslet looks hot... she has that classy look... hmm, she's my source of inspiration... she went from bomb! to wow!!! haha, if she can, so can i~!!! hiaz, hilary swank won best actress... again... talented sia.... but i really hope that kate winslet can win... haha, so there... clint eastwood won best director... why??!!!! haha, just think that they are giving him some face.... anyway, oscars, quite nice with the new host... chris rock... my mum can't stand him... great surprise... haha...

anyway, went shopping with yoke last sat to buy some stuff for the teachers... then, went tbp, where yimin treated us drinks and ice-cream... haha, thanks a lot~!!!!

nothing major happened, just that a sizable piece of skin fell down from my finger.... it happened like this... my cousins wanted to play skate scooter, think it's called like this... the one where u slide with one leg... yar, so i was keeping it, where somewhere along the way, my skin fell off... didn't know what hit me till i saw the blood stains on the skate scooter... i was like... then, i can't play the piano... my index finger was hurt... so, teaching piano was a challenge... haha... anyway, i'm fine now....

my sis is getting her results now... haha... good luck man, cos i also need it soon...

yeah, so long, my regularity of updating seems to be one entry per 5 days... haha... so long!

just another day

like my new skin?? haha, i mean the blog.... haha, yeah, i'm lame.... after much persuadings by my dear sis, i've change it...

anyway, nothing much happening in my life, therefore, the lack of entries... everyday's the same... sianz.... the most exciting thing most prob is anticipating the "a"s results, which is quite nail-biting for me...

been jogging recently... hopefully, will lose some much-needed weight....

so long!

about life...

it's been days since i've written a blog entry... well, actually, it's typed... cos, my dear sis is hogging the com day and night doing her sch projects... the lives of the busy... haha... since i'm on the subject of my dear sis, whose sick today, where she took mc.... excuses.... hee~! yeah, she's quite busy... let's be fair.... anyway, as i was saying... yesterday, both of us went to the piano principal's house for a gathering... shall tell more abt it... on the way there, we happened to meet this primary school friend... he saw us but msg my sis only when he saw us getting on a bus... i couldn't recognise him despite maintaing eye contact for quite a while with him when he was walking over... haha, i'm that forgettful... anyway, he said my sis was wearing nice pants while they were msging... isn't that quite weird, when he's attached?? anyway, he liked my sis before in pri sch... it's quite funny how things turn out?? hee~!

anyway, the gathering, was, well, in my opinion... was alright, ok.... did i enjoy myself?? hmm... well, i did not.... i had some biasness against my principal whose my aunt's colleague.... ok, it's kind of getting personal... to cut a long story short, she organised a concert in 2003, where i was doing free labour by helping, arranging chairs and everything... i was reprimanded for something i did... i was alright with helping and everything, but she reprimanded me for not doing something properly, which i know i was... except that's it not in her way... i'm like, what the heck?? u ask me for help, without any pay, and yet... since that incident, with a few along the way, i was very bias against her... anyway, those who know me very well, knows that i don't like alot of people and take no pains in hiding.... yet, i can hide very well too... hypocritical?? haha... it's alright...

during this break, i've met alot of people... colleagues, ya know, just people.... i realise that i singapore, where education is compulsory, educational background plays an important part in relationships, esp. BGR and friendship... in terms of frenship, it matters but frenship can still survive despite the difference in educational level... BUT, for relationship, besides educational level, family background is also another important aspect.... hmm... i find that lack of topics is what tears or prevent a relatioship from forming the basic foundation... it's sad how society has evolved, where human support depends greatly, on education?? hiaz.... i was just talking to peishan on the phone. where we lamented that the guys we meet has been severely narrowed even further.... guys can find vietnamese wives... women?? live in spinsterhood.... it's unfair, actually, all women, i believe, no matter what they say, want to be loved and cared... no matter how hard they portray themselves to be, the fundamental need is to be understood.... sianz....~!

anyway, enough of my uninspiring life... was teaching piano today to this 5-year old kid... i'm bad, but, is she stupid?? i'm at the end of my tether.... she has completed, well, almost, a theory book, yet she doesn't know anything much... aargh~!! i'm relieving for a teacher.... i mean, why teach so fast when she can't absorb?? aargh~!! how??!! hiaz... it's not that i don't want to teach her, i just don't know how, or what to help her... wish me alot of luck~!!

heard that the results are just around the corner... am i scared...? u bet... hiaz... just hope for the best.... anyway, wish u guys out there all the best~!!!

finding neverland... v day~!

i guess the first few days of cny is over, yet there's nothing abt it~! haha... hmm, nothing much though, the usual stuff.... went to paula ubin on the second day~! it was a fun trip... sorta gambled for the first time during cny... yeah, i've never gambled on cny before... erm, strict upbringing?? haha...

went to watch finding neverland with yoke yesterday which also happens to be valentine's day~! u see, we are each other's soul mate~! haha... it was a nice show... the set was damn nice~! i think it's a nice show to learn some things... not to be afraid of persuing one's imagination, learning to be truthful to the kids.... kids are not stupid.... they are the most astute observers... hmm, i like the setting which is in the 1930s... the costumes are just fabulous~! the acting is great too~!

found out more abt yoke's stuff... hmm, i guess nothing's that easy... just glad that i'm not embroiled in one.... really feel sorry for u.... in that sense....

my mom's amgry with my sis... sianz, i'm always caught in the middle, to pass angry msgs to my sis.... sianz.... hiaz....

glad to be able to talk to layz.... at least we are keeping in contact~!

yoke.... hope to cya soon~!

HAPPY CNY~!

i've just completedm my stint with APB... i guess, i'm relieved to a certain extent, that is i don't have to breathe in any more ciagrette smoke while promoting in the tent... i don't have to wake up thinking that oh my, another day of working... nevertheless, there is much to me missed, when i left woodlands sheng siong yesterday... the sadness hit me so suddenly, that i thought i would tear.... but, haha, i did not... not really the emotional type... there is a sense of loss though...

what was a bad start, in my opinion, was that i was not expected, giving me the feeling that i wasn't wanted in the store.... as time passes by, the closeness of the people working together has spread to me... well, almost 80% of the workers there are malaysians, but, they are very friendly to me.... asking me whether, i have eaten.... the guys, well, xiao3 di4, they are called, only talking to me at the last few days... it's real amusing to see people getting to know one another.... they worked well together, and it's just wonderful to find people enjoying their work... in addition, my supervisor, eileen from APB, she's just wonderful, fun and funky, treating me to dinner and always asking me whether i'm tired and all... haha, it's just that i've started to get used to working that asking me not to work is kinda strange... i've to admit, sales is not really my forte and and that this is not really an intelligent using kind of job... BUT, meeting lots and really lots of singaporeans, they are real ugly.... i mean, i wonder, am i like them? i hope not, but it's really sad to see people behaving like that... it's difficult to elaborate as in general, singaporeans are real cheapo!! nevertheless, there are nice uncles, who ask politely... there's 2 sides to it.... hee~!

there's a funny experience... when i first started there, on my very 1st day, i have to look for the store manager.... then, i asked alot of workers, but they just asked me to wait around... fortunately, one guy helped me even though i only asked him once.... since that time he helped me, i've developed a mini crush on him... he's not shuai4 by the way... haha... however, i think he's attached, cos i saw him, which i think it's him, didn't see clearly, holding hands with another girl... haha`! anyway, won't see him again... haha... interesting, working in a store... hiaz... my love life is real empty... to the extent of developing crushes on strangers.... haha.... it's ok, what is to be will be...

hmm.... that's another chapter closed in my life.... sad but looking forward to moving on.... gonna eat renuion dinner soon~! yay~! happy chinese new year to all~!!!!

hiaz

this is my second entry of the day... trying to make up for lost time? the time when i was working? who cares, cos i'm damn pissed~!!! i hate APB aka asia pacific brewries... and recruit express... damn them~! first, they had a quarrel with sheng siong, like it's my fault?? then, i was sent to freaking far expo~! i don't mind, i like the environment there.

the agency was so damn nice when the assistant manager called me.... siim ann, i need help, can go expo? now, it's just that i don't work on thursdays, told them before, bloody idoits, inefficient like shit, don't want to take note, not my problem. now, come down and take the guinness shirt, u are going back sheng siong tmr... what the hell~!

whateva, i hope tiger beer sales sux.... i don't care. yeah, want me to go expo cos i can talk and sell quite alright, now, it's ur prob... go die....

whateva lor. working for ppl, gotta see face... shit lar....

life's smooth for now~!

i wanna thanks all u guys for the support and love given to me~! i have to apologise for something. i have something wrong with my javascript, so, i'm unable to reply on my tagboard. similarly, i can't tag ur tagboard too... sorry, i'll try to fix it~! hee, thanks~! once again, love ya~!

my grandma is being discharged today`! the doctor wanted to insert some sort of thing into her heart... anyway, i'm not that sure about the details, just that she can come home for the new year! yeah~!

the next major thing, that's really is stupid, is that my phone bill has expolded~!!! aargh~! i don't know what really happened, i talked too much?? haha, i have to control then~! it's a an amt~!! luckily, my mum didn't scold me like she usually does... perhaps she's in a good mood?? haha... that's good~!

i'm now working at expo~! hmm, long hours, good pay, good sales~! hey yoke, sheng siong has beckoned~! haha, good for u~! i really love working at expo, good working partner, good environment, free food to eat, free coffee to drink~! yeah~! damn~! the guy in charge of expo from apb looks like my first crush in primary sch~! haha... yeah, life's funny~!

new year's coming... can't really anticipate, cos, working everyday... sianz~! but, looking forward to it~!!