job less

was supposed to start on the survey job... i was filled with enthusiasm and was very hyper in starting the survey... hmm, i really can't blame the general public for being dismissive, because i'm like that... so, what made me accept the job in the 1st place? well, i'm easily impressed by the employers... so, i earn abt 3 bucks rite now... for one hour at imm, i got zilch... so, yeah, i'm gonna quit.... soon, i think... signed up at recruit agency, so, hopefully, i will hear good news soon... hmm, there's this beer promoter job, so, should be quite alright... oh, luckily, i get to tuition my cousins, so got abt $300 per month, still waiting~!! aargh~!!

so glad to have yoke with me~!! we must be optimistic~!! we can~!!!!

waves....

i guess everyone has heard abt the waves that caused mass destruction to parts of asia... tsunami waves.... how coincidental... that was the name of my hc orientation programme... yeah... looking at the super big picture (there's a purpose for the size? to evoke sympathy? there's no need...), i was overcome with a sense of sadness... thousands of lives just puffed out in that instant of a natural disaster... 3 storeys high!! can u imagine... the clips on the news were equally horrifying... the power of media... i hope that all the affected countries are able to cope with the after-effects effectively... hiaz... during the christmas period for this to happen is really unfortunate....

to some uplifting news... for me at least... yoke and i went to this tuition agency and got signed on~!! at least this is a confirmation... hopefully, there are kids who think they can't make it and need tuition~!! ok, kind of bad right?? haha, who ask the s'pore parents to be paranoid... oh, yeah, i'm supposed to teach chinese... haha.... i hope i don't fail the kids... hee~!! yeah, yoke and i bring each other luck... hee~!!!

going to try another job an wednesday... hopefully, that will be successful... kind of suxs... didn't know that finding jobs are so irritating.... hiaz...

going to teach piano tonight... hiaz... boring... yeah, i'm finding not much meaning in life now, which is super boring... the paradox of it all...

something is making me happy though... haha....

jobless

have been going around s'pore these few days to find a job with yoke... i hate those kind like, yeah, i will call u back kind of responses... it's irritating... then, we signed up for this charity promoter job which turns out to be unreliable when the office doesn't even open on time.... hiaz, i really want a job... hopefulyl, the tuition job we are looking for on monday turns out fine and settled~!!!

hmm, thanks to all the frens who have sent me xmas cards... merry xmas to u guys too~!!

bbq yesterday was fun... with family, it's usual~!! haha... bought new tops too~!! with sales everywhere... shopping is fun~!! haha, so long... wish us luck in finding a job~!!!

national treasure

hey, i'm back... this time, doing nothing... as usual... hmm, went out with hwee min, hui qi and yu sui on monday... it's yu sui's bday... haha, happy bday~!! went to catch the movie, national treasure... it's a damn damn good movie~! intellectual and exciting... hmm, this kind of guys are definitely rare... haha... went to play table-tennis after that... can't wait to play again~!!

hmm, have been going to teach paino these few days... just realised that the principal took about 50% of the amt the students pay... part towards the community centres and to the principal... hiaz, so, didn't make much for the relief teaching... hmm, at least there's some income... sad though... hmm, she provide the students... hiaz... can lar... teaching is not bad.... oh, and MOE rejected my application... can't blame them, failed physics mah... haha, teaching... MOE is not the only one... heard of tuition centres?? haha... ok, a disgruntled rejected person....

talked to yoke just now... realised that i miss her... haha, shall meet up soon....

that's all... been organising a family bbq on fri... it's not easy... not gonna try next time...

hols in KL~!!

i'm back from my trip in KL~!! i've done much shopping~!! visited theme parks~!! it was a real fun trip... hmm... now, it's back to reality... super sianz... here goes, the ongoings of my trip...

day 1: took a bus from lavender at 8 a.m. where i woke up at 530 a.m... had only abt 3 hrs sleep the day before... hee~! was watching this korean drama called summer scent... this show is quite stupid... another love story... crying and all that... once again... i'm always catching the last few episodes... haha... anyway, we stopped at yong peng for a pee break... guess who i saw?? LAYZ~!! i was so so surprised~!! haha, apparently, she's also going to sunway lagoon... hee~!! it was a real treat... haha, then, we embarked on the journey to sunway again... we stayed at this prymid hotel... while i was checking in, i saw LAYZ again~!! haha, dear, fate brought us together... hee~! next, we went to eat this an pang tou fu for lunch... apparently, it is quite famous, but, i never heard of it... haha... i'm such a bore... then, we went shopping at the nearby mall... bought an esprit top at a discount of 70%... not bad for a 1st buy... hee~! anyway, we ate maggi mee for dinner because we had such a late lunch... quite a day for arrival... seeing LAYZ... hee!

day 2: LAYZ & i kept meeting each other... for breakfast at the hotel~!! it seems like we were following each other... the breakfast was quite good, had a good fill... next, we went to check out the sunway theme park... i played almost all the rides except for the water rides, there was no time... hmm, i sat on this ride that threw us opposite... and, got a throbbing headache that refused to go away... quite useless... hmm, went to eat at this laksa restaurant for lunch... the laksa was damn good~!!! haha... food always... hmm, went to the water park after that... went for suntanning... now, i'm a healthy brown~!! yeah~!! saw LAYZ all the time at the theme park`! hee~! took a pic too~!! must send me~!! hee~! ate pizza for dinner... yes, food again... hee~!! went for a midnight show... it was damn cheap compared to singapore... 9RM only... haha, we watched "the world of thieves"... it was in cantonese... luckily, there was subtitles... otherwise, i would surely be hopelessly lost... yeah~! only went to bed at 2 a.m... hee~!!

day 3: i was dead tired when i woke up... as usual, went for the buffet breakfast... next, we check-out then took a can to KL... the taxi-driver was damn shit... he was supposed to drive us to the hotel... but, he stopped me near the hotel, causing me a panic.... i didn't know where i was... luckily, there were kind souls who directed me to the hotel... hmm, we went to chinatown for a walk after checking in at ancasa hotel, which my aunt kept on pronouncing as ansaca... haha... there were so many fake branded stuff... had a fun time browsing at all the things... the ang mohs are real bargainers... they love all those stuff... quite funny, looking at the buying and selling going on... business there must be quite difficult to conduct, with all the same stuff repeated at many shops... went to KLCC for shopping after that... ate A & W for dinner... i love their waffles~!! went to chinatown in the night again to buy some things for my aunty and cousins and myself... cheap~!! hee~!!

day 4: went to times square for the theme park... it's an indoor theme park cum shopping centre... i learnt to play the bumper cars there... i love it~!! yeah, i know, learning to play the bumper cars at this age?? haha... went shopping too.... yeah, i know... haha... my legs were real tired.... times square is quite a distance from my hotel, abt 10-15 mins walk...

day 5: oh, by the way, the breakfast sux at the hotel... it was home day... went to chinatown again in the morning for a lsat-minute buy... haha... bought some tidbits for family... hmm... then, we head for home... they provided us with macdonalds... it was a pleasant surprise... haha... took the mrt home where we received a lota stares... haha, serve us right for trying to be cheap... hee~!!

must say a thanks to my aunty for sponsoring this trip... quite fun~!!

anyway, i feel that it's a real shame people measure understanding in material comforts... it's so shallow.... i should have known... it's always like this... nobody is ever satisfied with anything... nobody really understands what i think... i think it's the obsession with wanting to believe what u want to believe... it's dillusion and stupid... anyway, just my own opinion... don't have to agree...

anyway, went to work yesterday... considering wanting to quit... it's packaging handphones... for a measly $40... it's quite hard work... hmm, must consider.... hiaz, earning $ is never easy...

it's real good to be home.... seeing farmiliar faces and the light burden... hmm, i tend to worry... unnecessarily... haha... it's good...

KL

hmm, this is gonna be my last entry before i embark on my trip to KL~!! haha, i haven't packed yet, despite having to leave at 6 tomorrow.... haha... wish me luck...

hmm, hopefully, it will be fun! fun! fun! can't wait!!!

haha, that's all....

belated prom... kind of....

hey, i'm back... should have been updating abt the prom nite... but, haha, was trying to sleep yesterday... it was definitely an unforgettable experience... hmm... read on...

i was supposed to meet hui qi at the station before meeting hwee min at her hse... as usual, i was late... hee~!! 5 mins only~!! haha, hwee min was even later... took a cab down... luckily, we were not late.... i refused to let what happen at sec sch prom repeat itself... hee, the first recognisable person was jo~!! haha, and a few others... hmm, jo, your eyes are real scary... heh heh...

well, it took 2 hours later before we were finally seated and the whole things started... hmm, it was real amusing, to some extent, to see everyone dressed up... hmm, i love wing and xiuz hair... it was real funky~!! haha, well, a lota ppl were in tube... sianz.... well, similarity are bound to occur... took many photos... well, i don't really look terribly fantasic... but, it's real nice to have some memories to live by... kudos to the juniors, they did a fab job, despite many who wants to put the councillors down... cool~!! wow, took photo with mr whitby too~!! he looks real real cool~!! shall miss him...

hmm, i forgot what time did the prom ended... haha, anyway, the class decided to go clubbing at this club called choco latte (think it's spelt like that)... anyway, it was a real eye-opener... people were smoking (disgusting, well, i hate smoke)... people were acting cool, actually, it was kinda amusing, people trying to act cool and dancing.... haha, anyway, even though the music was giving me a headache, i got my revenge by laughing at those pathetic souls... sad... sad... sad... well, i'm not a clubbin gal, so it doesn't matter to me if others scorn at me... well, never gonna enter one ever....

the club closed at 3 a.m., resulting in me and jo "homeless"... hee~! so the 2 of us walked to liang court, actually, we walked to some place called havelock street, where i got freak out... then, we walked to clarke quay and sat in one of the open-air restaurants, waiting for the train to start at abt 6:06 a.m.... hmm, must really thank jo for accompanying me to such a late hour... ny that time, my feet were killing me, causing me such intense pain that i couldn't walk properly... hmm, it was a miracle that i could last so long.... now, my poor feet are still healing.... thanks jo~!!

went for a job interview today... hmm, if i can call that an interview... well, me and my younger sis (ynn) were just required to fill in some forms... the agent, well, he was well-dressed, but, an ah beng... i'm not sterotyping, but, he really is a si1 wen2 bai4 lie4.... it was quite amusing... i was "scolded" by him for some thing... not really my fault... well, basically, i was trying not to laugh... hee~!! i'm kinda relieved to be able to find a job... hmm, it's kind of scary to work, got a first taste of it today... can't scold people back even though i feel like it... hiaz... welcome to the real world....

hmm, prom has ended... my jc life has partially ended too, well, there's results... hmm, many guys are enlisted in the army... kinda sad... you: hmm, don't know what i felt on prom night when i saw u... regret? i don't know... but, there's a tinge of sadness.... wish u all the luck then... i believe in fate...

well.... chapter closed...

hiaz.....

hiaz, just heard the news that my dad has lost his job... stupid merger... hiaz, what can i say?? my parents have been on tenterhooks since the announcement of the merger... guess it's not without reason... hiaz... luckily, i have a job... otherwise, have to face their nagging.... hiaz... hiaz...

life's like that, i guess, hit u suddenly and without warning... hmm, it's definitely not smooth sailing.... hiaz... ok... hiaz...

gonna teach later... sianz... but, what the heck, there's income...

grandma's birthday dinner~!!!

went for my maternal grandma's birthday dinner at this thai restaurant.... it was quite cheap and delicious... the tom yam soup sux though.... nevertheless, it was not bad overall, for the whole family to sit down and eat and talk... as usual, whatever table i'm at, the food finishes clean and quick, compared to the other table... haha, it's usually the case... hee~!!

my mum's cousin and her family came over to visit today... she's that kind whom i visit once a year, or once in a blue moon... compared to my direct family on my dad's side, they gave this warmth that is sorely lacking from my dad's family... hmm, and i have to "throw face"... they asked me to play the piano... haha, so i played robbie's william - better man... haha... it's quite an easy song though, as most pop songs are... robbie williams have this song called sexed up, it's really damn nice... must get a listen at it....

hmm, didn't go jogging today... haha, due to the dinner, and partly, laziness... hmm, am reading a book about witchcraft infused into the storyline... quite interesting... tell more abt it once i've completed the book...

gonna go cut my hair for the prom tomorrow... hmm, i think i'm the only person in the entire room without my hair done... haha, i guess it's whether i mind or not.... i don't... haha... it's ok, it's just a prom... not my marriage(if i am going to...)... waste so much $ for a forgotten night, kind of stupid?? in my opinion... oh, yeah, don't have to agree with me... hee~!!

yeah... life's kinda boring now...

nice day... i think...

pei shan brought me to the gym today.... haha, i'm quite a mountain tortise... it's my first time at a gym, not a bad experience... jog 3km... did some weights... haha, peishan, u really have strong legs... now, my whole body is aching.... then, we went swimming.... hmm, quite a workout... yeah, i love it~!! went peishan's house after that... lucky gal, has so much toys~!! hmm... nice prom dresses~!! can't wait to meet up after prom~!! haha....

hmm, got a new phone.... it's a motorola E398... ok, it's kinda difficult to use... hmm, after much stuff b4 i got the phone... hiaz, so much headache...

got a job, teaching piano... don't have to listen to nagging anymore.... yeah~!!

life's alright only...

hmm.... i was surprised with the bombardment on my tagboard... hee~! thanks folks~!!! i appreciate it.... yeah~!!

prom is just abt 6 days away... may meet peishan after prom... cool~!! bought everything, finally~!!

to sis: never thought u were a bimbo... don't know why u always misunderstand me...

hmm, my aunt treat us to dim sum today at toa payoh.... it was not bad... went to her condo for some swimming, and i was damn exhausted~!! played with my cousins... much younger than me... hiaz, i'm old... haha.... growing up certainly sux~!!

i guess, it's kinda bad to say that parents are damn selfish, but mine are... they are only concerned with their feelings... yeah, i know all those crap abt appreciating them, they are tired blah blah... but then, they are not the only beings in the hse... i don't understand why they must make the situaiton at home so unbearable... giving some shit black face.... what's the whole damn point in making urself in a bad mood?? some people are just so freaking stupid~!! nobody is perfect, don't seek for perfection... it's really very dumb... whateva... parents, who cares?? no appreciation shown...

taufik won~!! what can i say?? s'pore finally voted on talent~! yeah~!